I have... accepted Aizen's marraige propsoal.

In truth I found it hard to ignore such bold deceleration of love, the promise to be protected for all of eternity... and the wonderful softer side he has shown me. Aizen has even gone so far as to bring me the actual hearts of his enemies... of which I have humbly offered to the goddess Sin Ray.

Yet... for some reason my heart still feels as restless as the seas during a stormy night. Could it be... that my heart also yearns for another? Kito is, after all... the one I meet first...

I suppose life will never be easy. It keeps leading me down these twisted paths, to which I see no real end to. No matter... at least my life is not dull? Regardless, it is probably best that I sort out my feelings. I am not sure how Aizen will take the fact that I still have feelings for another as well.

Until I get the chance to speak to Lord Kito... I can only hope my heart will settle down...

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