I can't help but notice the less the subtle change caused by the tides. I find myself spending more time in the waters and less time on land. When I to spend time on land, it's mainly in the office.... I am not sure why, but I just feel rather fidgety.
So... instead of the office, I decided to spend a little time at the Ireem Library. I figured I could do some research on the moon and the tides. My research got a little off coarse. I found myself pulling up dusty books on the origins of the mer. It turns out we are truly ocean spirits. Makes me wonder if there is any relation to the Djinn... sense they are spirits as well. Shame... I really don't know if there is anyone that can confirm the legend.
Oh well. If I keep hunting I am sure I can find a few lovely tales of Oceanus. After time spend researching, I still felt that familiar pull to the water. Maybe it's something other then the moon... but what? I am not sure what else could be drawing me to the water. It could be another warning... of something to come. The strange tides and the dead fish must be a warning of something.
It's still somewhat quiet... The only bit of real news I heard was that Princess Page's husband was killed by some Undead. I think Princess Seren was even held captive... Yet... since it's palace news it really has nothing to do with me. I left the palace for a reason. And that reason was because I never really felt as if I fit in. Hearing the bad news just reminds me of the palace troubles of the past. While I do feel sorry for those I know in the gilded palace... there really isn't much I can do to actually help them.
Aside from that, I think things are slowly returning to normal. I am going to write a piece about the odd tides for my mer clan. Mmhm, I wonder if the moon is to blame? I have been feeling rather strange myself. Could it be to blame for my odd desire to either stay in doors or in the water? I might have to do a bit of research then. If the moon affects the oceans, it surely should have some sway over those who dwell within.
Mmmm... wonder if the moon will have any affect on Kito then? Maybe it will affect his stamina in a positive manner... I might have to test out this theory next time I see him. This time I will be sure to wear a nice pair of sheer stockings.
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Personally.. I don't know what happened outside of what was written in the report... The only words that stuck were the ones about Queen Indigo being lost to the world of dreams. It's very saddening to think... that she has left behind so many friends... loved ones... I didn't know her personally... But I did seek her advice once... A letter... of which, I can't recall who it was about or for. Must not be very important if I can't remember...
All in all still I what occurred very upsetting. The vultures known as the Djinn's enemies have picked their camp clean... health pack, food... crystal... taken. I suppose that old saying is true, there is no honor among thieves... no love among the heartless hinds of the sands. I don't expect them to show the Djinn in mercy in their time of dire need...
Nova and other elder Djinn are also fleeing the sounds. How I worry for the young djinn... My only wish is that another leader will rise. Yes, like a phoenix from the ashes of sorrow. But until then, I suppose they have a very rough road ahead.
The person who does step up to lead... if the queen does not awake, will have a fight ahead... hard to stay noble when so many so called leaders have fallen to corruption... greed... or are just down right incompetent. Good leaders, I fear... are becoming too few. I am not sure what I would do if Kingy Daisy left...
I thought it was going to be just another dull night in the office. The only thing really exciting about the day was the new sets of silks I picked up from a local seamstress. Needless to say... I had all but forgotten a small ... well not so promise to Kito to always wear silks stockings.
So... I feel asleep in the office... again. But... I woke up sometime later to the sound of someone paying the rent. Mmmm... wait... the editor's the only other person who can pay the rent.
Before I could turn around... I felt his hand along my legs before Kito's words reached me... needless to say I kinda got punished for not wearing them! Hah, I ended up getting spanked... mmmm, then he took me, right there in the office. His hands holding my arms up, keeping my body against the wall. Yet... I didn't fight, I submitted to him... let him ravish me.
He seemed pleased by this... very pleased. Dare I say this side of me brought out the animal in him? I ended up doing a few other... lovely submissive things for him. -blushes-
I know I said I was going to leave his direct protection... but... after last night, I just want to remain his. He takes me to the heights of pleasure... and for that I just want to give him my mind, body... and soul.
I find myself spending less... and less time outside and more time bumming around the office. And, when I am not inside... I am under the cool waters in the bay. As a result of this change... my skin is slowly starting to lose that sun kissed golden glow. My hair is also starting to return to darker shades. It's starting to grow too long... so I cut it again. It's now brownish/plum ... fading into lavender with soft pale aqua blue tips.
When things get quiet I drift off to deeper waters... far away from the noise of the city... but it seemed those deep waters couldn't keep me from a little adventure.... They were a mer short and they wanted to raid... so I ended up breaking my non combative status... picked up one hell of a heavy ax, and joined in. It was... scary.... yet I only agreed because two others said they had my back...
And... it turned out fine! Our raid was a success!Towards the end, I gave myself over to Kito to avoid being captured... now that it's over, I really should "escape"... but... it feels kinda good being his! Oh well... I plan to escape anyway. I know he'll probably spank me for breaking my word to never take up arms. Even though I have been here... for a while... I am a horrid fighter!
I want to focus on love -- not fighting... not old lovers... but current. I kinda miss the days when I used to sneak out of the harem to see Kito. Hehe, I am sure all the harem girls... even the Sultana knew. Ah, it was just so exciting! To be able to get away from palace life for a bit...
It was another dull day around the office. I managed to get some work done, left fish for the office cats, edited some images for print... and fell asleep at my desk. Not the most amazing of days...
I find myself day dreaming... I can't help but think about my old days in the harem. Hehe... sneaking out to see that pervy Lord Kito. I was always sure to wear my finest silks stockings for him, and only him. We'd take trips to his house... and even to his villa in Nippon. Ah, being with him just made me feel so... at ease... safe... I didn't need to do anything special... nor did I need to cling to him.
Ah... I miss the villa... the sight of Sakura. Here in Ireem the only trees we see are palms. There beauty doesn't even come close to that of a cherry tree in full bloom. -sigh-
I remember visiting once... and posing for a painting. I wore a kinmono with a butterfly obi, tired in the style of the oiran. I still have the painting by Kito... it hangs in our house. Almost makes me want to put on that kimono... ah, by my scales are far too sensitive to wear so many heavy layers of clothing.
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