Farewell My Concubine

I have to assume that Aizen has either slowly lost interest in Eve... or that something happened between them... either way... he suddenly has more time for me. Late nights he comes around the Mystic parlor... Like a water snake in the tall rushes he sets his eyes on his prey and concurs... passionately...  he takes advantage of my weakness, my submissive side.

It's not like before...when we first met. No trickery... Aizen's still blunt and to the point. He wants me to wear his collar. Yet, there is still one thing in his way -- or should I say one person, Lord Kito. The evening before this up front request was made Kito made me the co-owner of the Ireem Chronicles.

Ah... my dear sweet Kito. He still promises to return to the seas with me... as long as I don't marry Aizen... I'm going to assume being collared falls under marriage...

Terribly dramic news aside, this past evening, I shared Kito's last evening together... well, his last evening as a normal male. Being with him makes me feel so loved... it's a felling I can't really explain. I just feel safe with him.

The next morning, queen Gavi turned Kito into a merman. It was a rather interesting ritual. She bound his feet in silk, and gathered a few objects. A prayer was given to the goddess of the see... and after we both chucked him into the water! I really hope Kito isn't upset with me about that! The look on his face said he wished to spank me... only time shall tell.

No matter... it worked. Ah, he has such a charming blue indigo tale...And there is something, dare I saw different about Kito. It's as if this passionate fire has been awakened in him by this change... Different then anything I have experienced thus far... the world and all of it's cares just seemed to fade away...

So yes, it would seem I am still being tugged in two different directions, even thought my engagement with Aizen has been called off... thanks in part to me running off... and now I fear a Kito and Aizen getting into a confrontation. Maybe the idea of two guys fighting over them makes some girls feel happy... Not me! Makes me feel nauseous inside. Ugh... now to make sure they are never in the same area together! Really... really... really don't see that ending well.

Gracious goddess of the seas... what am I do now? Looks as if I shall have to take things one step at a time.