For some reason I just feel... restless. As if there is something important that needs my attention. What or who I just can't say. Regardless, I find myself spending less and less time in the office. I wonder the library a few times, doing idol searches on any topic that happens to catch my fancy.
My hair... is starting to grow out again. Bangs feel so unruly.... blah, time for another hair cut. I am trying to spend more time outdoors. At least to keep a slight healthy glow. Maybe I should go back to sunbathing. I kinda miss that soft tan look.
I'm also spending more time in the waters. Not much or many hold my attention in the city.
Blah, sometimes I just feel so damn useless. At times I feel I could be of real use if only learned how to fight. But, I can't ignore the fact that part of me loathes the idea of hurting others. It's not a real desire to do good... or be good... it's just that... I really don't see the point.
Ah well. For the time being I will help my friends and allies the only way I can... healing. The library has many good healing spells. So, hopefully this information will strengthen what I have already learned in the Mer temple. The raids are heating up once again, so I hope to provide enough support.
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