Farewell My Concubine

Evening comes which means an escape from the world of man... It was yet another day  of nonsense. I did find out that the Dark Knight's have placed a bounty on me for -- something I didn't write. Truthfully, I do not understand how they even know my name... sense both of the articles they are upset over are not even under my name. I have never spoken with most Dark Knights...  No matter... it is just proof that idiots don't need a real reason to be cruel. To me, they are akin to a group of three-year-olds throwing a temper tantrum... I'll just wait until some other poor sap dares try to make a joke about the mighty knights of darkness! Hah -- oops, I just made a joke about them -- bad me bad!

But, as I wrote in the paper, I don't care what they think about me. Ugh... now I grow tired of hearing about the Dark Knights. They are even bothering other mer-folk... trying to find who write whispers I suppose. To be honest, it wouldn't surprise me if the writer was from their own camp. If any of the Whispers stuff is true, the person would need to be really close to that camp. But again, it doesn't matter... they don't matter. I am not going to look into who wrote Whispers in the Wind's... mainly because I have something called a sense of humor.

How I wish I could write something beautiful. As I gaze up into the darkened sky I can't help but think of Kito. In truth, is is probably the only male I would submit to... the only one I trust enough to...give my all, mind, body... But, In am not sure if I will never get the chance to tell him. But... the idea wafts through my mind. Wouldn't it be lovely... I kneel before him, legs slightly open, palms resting, open... showing how open  I am to him.

But maybe... maybe I should write a love story about him? Maybe about our first meeting... hehe. Would be a lovey break. Ah, I would love to escape within the writings of something from the heart. I can recall our first meeting like it was yesterday... I was waiting in the public setting area when he approached me. Sure, it wasn't exactly love at first sight. He seemed so serious... but when he found out I was seeking Lady Seren to join the harem, he agreed to give me a small tour...

The more we spoke the more I found out that we had a few things in common. He was from Nippon... and I... born off the coast, had spent time in that fair country... He invited me to his charming Ireem flat...-blushes- and from there... things took a very sensual turn.