Farewell My Concubine

Freedom... free will... the ability to move about unrestricted on unbridled... to ability to think for one's self. Truly, freedom is such a simple yet profound idea... one I have taken for granted up until now...

It feels like a dream I can't wake up from. Or dare I say nightmare?


And now... my future seems more muddled then ever... In the back of my mind.. I can only ask one thing -- how do I mange to land myself in these situations? Well... this situation.

It all started one fateful day...

I had ventured out into the city to find a few new subjects to sketch. I had managed to find a rather charming knight, friendly bar maid... and a few other faces that caught my interest.

Yet, as I was about to return to the palace I came across a Jinn... or, dare I say it was the other way around? Oddly enough we managed a small conversation. I mentioned that I was an artist... and Aizen agreed to be my subject. He then lead me to a private place to take pictures...


A sudden swirl of wind carried us away to the realm of the Dijinn... as massive space where few mortals have seen. Ah -- dare I say it was a heavenly realm?

In a perfect world... this would be the end. But no, it's not the end.... it turned out this was a trap! The fiend then entrapped me in fast moving winds that tore at my very clothing! Nipping at my flesh...


He gave me two options. One, death... the second -- giving up my free will. I didn't want to die... so I gave up my freedom, accepting his collar. He then ravaged me... sensually...

Once he was finished exploring my body I was allowed to return to the palace until I was needed... and he said I would be needed often... He event went so far as to abduct me from the palace..

Aizen would later announce that he wanted me to be one of his wives... something that I do not wish. Just the thought of being tied to one person, let along such a fearsome Djinn scares me!

Talk of war wafts on the breeze... will that be enough to call this "union" to an end?

I cannot be sure... I just don't know any more. I just wish to free myself...  without having to resort to darker means... ending my life.